BBG4ya

oh boy, i wanted to update at the wrong time. Figures. I have piss poor timing lol
So, last time i updated was back in July? so much has happened. I really just ended up focusing on myself. Unfortunately that caused me to disappear and remain quiet. I became a little socially awkward online, but I became more social in real life. I figured out who I was what I wanted and what I do and don't need.  Its a new year and I feel like my drawing motivation is back. I have been having issues with computers and tablet so I dont expect to be posting as much as I want yet. I got a new new job. Im expecting quit my gamestop job soon since my new job is full time and basically doesn't allow me to work any shifts there without giving up my weekends. As much as aI love being a supervisor it's not worth it sometimes. I will still keep my other side job and show up once every month. . I will definitely still being doing my cosplay modeling job. But basically I'll be having a regular full time to job monday-friday and weekends off. I'm so happy. I feel like an adult. lol

I feel a lot better about what happened last year. It was tragic but in the end I'm doing so much better. And honestly, I'm really into my new distraction. I like him like a lot a lot. He treats me so well and has done so much for mentally, financially and emotionally. We heal each other.I could write a whole fucking book about this guy. I would love to yall about him but not yet! 

its a new year and I still have some things i need to finish off from last year. so with that being said, I'm giving myself til the 17th of this month to finish my left over commissions. If not whoever i don't get to, I'm giving refunds and possibly close them down for good :/ I keep losing the motivation.and I hate that I'm making people wait.

But yeah.

I feel like I'm very inactive here. Technically I kinda am! Have I lost my inspo to draw? Fuck no. I'm just...very very distracted,  I haven't been living in my home for about 2 months? lol
yeah I come back to it every now and then to get clothes and make up. 
Nothing is wrong. Those who are friends with me on facebook are aware of where I've been.
I'm not in danger. I just enjoy having a social life and by social life I mean *cough*ivebeenspendingthenightatthisguyshousewhoi'mdatingnow*cough
So yes I'm very happy and feel like life is just getting started and stuff haha 
</strike>Shit you say when you're in love<</strike>
But yes my distraction keeps me away from the computer.
Ive been saving up for a laptop do hopefully i can just draw where ever I go like work....or his job.

Yes so sorry about the slowness of those commissions, after I'm done with those I think I'm gonna close them for a while just I dont have to worry about anyone waiting for me T3T

Thank you for your support guys. I really appreciate it. It was awful timing for all of this to happen. I mean like I stated before, this has been going on for months on the down-low and she created a new account every week. I was advised to share this with you so you can help me by keeping an eye out for her other accounts. She tends to use my work for fandoms like BH6, Naruto and Twilight. Most of the time people are finding them in the "newest" category of whatever fandom you search or on the front page. Its a pain in the ass and a lot of work to report 12+ pics of her every time but helping me find the accounts will ease my stress so I cannot only report it to the staff but I can tackle the problem immediately before others see it and compliment her on her so called work. Nothing pisses me off more than finding my pics being traced and posted days later and people are faving and commenting on it. 

Please don't spam her page with hateful comments. If you guys just let her know repeatedly what she doing is wrong (especially if anyone of you Portuguese ) maybe....maybe she'll get it? idk. Just keep an eye out for her accounts. Usually it has Cybelle/Cybele but lately it looks like she's taking parts of my identity too. Also keywords to search would be "Spicy" (her "bh6 OC" ), Twilight OC Cybele just whatever. Thanks again guys.

Ive been dealing with this same thieving person for like what? Months now? has taken it too far and is trying to not only steal my work but also my identity. I'm tired of finding her new accounts with my shit that she has traced! DA. FUCKING DEAL WITH THIS FUCKING SHIT NOW

YA'LL KNOW I LOVE MAKING BLUSHY EXPRESSIONS.
FUCKING GIVE ME CHARACTERS FOR THIS SHIT. MY OCS AND CANON (canon characters that i draw though for current fandoms im in, TT,BH6,Voltron, Mystic Messenger ETC)
I'LL EVEN TAKE COUPLES.. JUST FOR THE LOVE OF GOD YES GIVE ME LOL

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